there's also him, he's always somewhere at the back of mind, laughing, because he knows he has power over me. I'm realising that he;s there and I'm here, and that he's going to go on his own path and journey, and leave me behind. I've come to the conclusion that I should just give up, it's slowly what I'm doing, I'm not sure if i can let anyone in again. He's one of the reasons I'm just.. the way I am.
Anyway, I got my English Literature results back last Thursday... I gained a D, I wasn't pleased but I know i can make it higher with coursework, and personally, I think that was quite a good grade considering I was blazed and literally hugging the toilet as I was sick the night before; so I'd like to give myself a bit of credit. And for the record, I don't smoke cannabis religiously, I attended a friends eighteenth birthday party, consumed some 'cake' and then became rather intoxicated by alcohol.
I should stop procrastinating and do my coursework for english, my essays for philosophy and continue with my sketchbook for art. Oh the joys of A levels. I do eventually want to go to uni though, i'm just still really un sure of where and when.
This is such a beautiful song, all there music is beautiful. I heard them thanks to Jamie. I've been listening to them as often as I can. They give me goosebumps and the feeling that you can forget about everything
I also want to just say that Joseph Gordon-Levitt from 500 days of summer & inception is so very gorgeous. He's got great talent and a perfect voice. I'd reccomend watching 500 days of summer to anyone :3
i'm afraid i may need to go and get my next caffeine fix...