I Ran

I really don't understand what's going on at the moment, I think I was over estimated or something. nothing is snapping me out this reverie... I'm stuck in complicated thoughts and 'what ifs' and questioning everything. Oh god. I'm confused as to what is happening or how it actually came about. I didn't even think. This is what I have always dreaded to happen, and now it has, I've lost something that I waited so long to have. I always turn to letting time heal the wounds, but the magic is wearing off. Magic.. how ironic. So, I guess this is the end. Everything is going from bad to worse, a cliché saying, but true.